You destroy everything that I am
Sometimes we hold hands when we fuck
because we can be as rough as we want
with each other’s bodies
but me holding your hand is my way of reminding you
that I’m nothing but gentle with your heart."
In the end it’s just me. You’re never here when I need you the most.
You’ve hurt me in ways I’ll never understand
Why doesn’t anyone strive to make me happy? Don’t I deserve it?
I feel so alone.